Earlier today I was going through some photos of scanned negatives that had unfortunately deteriorated as they were not stored in air-tight conditions in humid Singapore. Most of the scanned images taken in the 1980s appear yellowed and/or with white streaks running all over.

While browsing through them, I spotted a double-exposed image of me at the zoo.F1130004cI hadn’t noticed this picture before and like very much how the two images have come together. I wasn’t able to correct the colours to my satisfaction, so have rendered the image in black and white with a slightly warm overlay instead.

While working on this image, I started thinking about twins and how their identity, especially identical ones, are so closely intertwined together. What is it like for twins to create an individual identity for themselves, as well as to manage a collective one together?

One thought let to another… why do some parents choose to dress their twin babies and children in the same clothes? How we dress, as well as how we were dressed by our parents or caretakers, is integral to the development and communication of our identities.

Here is an interesting study that examines twinship as a social identity and how this is influenced by parent–child relations as well as by the twins themselves.

This reminded me of two photos that I took earlier this year while walking around Paris and testing AB’s Voigtlander Bessa rangefinder. One of the first images I took that day was of two middle-aged ladies waiting for the bus. While I couldn’t see their faces clearly from across the road, I was struck by how identically dressed they were from head to toe, including even their spectacles and the duffle bags that they were carrying.img002 - jumellescWere they twins? While it’s common to see young twins dressed alike, it is unusual to see adult twins dressed identical to each other. Or could they be headed for work in their uniform??

Later in the day, I noticed a pair of young boys by the pond at Jardin de Tuileries, one of them taking photos of a group of African youths sitting by the water. I had thought that they were twins at first sight as they were wearing similar parkas.img023 - Jardin des TuileriescIt was only when I was looking at the scanned image from the negative that I realise that they were not twins as one of them is significantly taller, and presumably older, than the other boy. What’s interesting is that the mother was wearing a similar parka to her boys, which shows how parents, especially mothers, can influence the physical identity of their children – a point that is highlighted in the above-mentioned study.

Some months back, I read The Twin by Gerbrand Bakker. Translated from Dutch, the story revolves around Helmer, one half of a pair of identical twins who left school to help out at the family farm after his brother, Henk, died in a car accident.

Not only does Helmer takes over the farm, albeit reluctantly, he is also the sole caretaker of his ailing father with whom he has an awkward relationship. Year after year, season after season, Helmer’s life on the farm passed uneventfully. The Twin - Gerbrand Bakkerk64Like in Bakker’s other novel, The Detour – which I enjoyed and reviewed here, the life of its lonely protagonist is disrupted, in a good way, by the unexpected arrival of a young man. His past comes back to him, including missed opportunities that are slowly unveiled. 

This excerpt from the book – when he recalled his weekly visits to his grandfather at an old people’s home – represents this sentiment well:

Grandfather would pour me a coffee and I could never think of anything to say. I was glad when the half hour was over… wouldn’t it be kinder if I didn’t come at all because then he wouldn’t know any better. That half hour of mine made him a lot lonelier than no half hour. If you don’t know any better, you haven’t got anything to miss.

While the English title portrays the situation that Helmer is in, I think that the original title in Dutch, Boven is het stil (literally, It’s still upstairs) would have been more poignant. Like with The Detour, I don’t like the cover of the English edition of The Twin. I would have gone with an image of the lifeless room that Helmer had put his father in, focusing on the pair of mandarins on the bedside cabinet with a window looking out to to the farm or field.

Overall, this was an interesting read – though the pace was a little too slow for me, with an unexpected ending when Helmer decides what to do with his life after all.

12 replies on “Gerbrand Bakker: The Twin

    1. Thanks Richard! Funny how sometimes you can see the same photo many times over and suddenly one day it just pops out and grabs your attention in a different way 🙂

  1. Well done trying to save your family photos! Isn’t it sad when they just fade? And I have known several sets of twins in my life. They have always confused me, unpredictable in their moods, one minute they are so close, the next they are at each others throats.

    1. I try what I can with Photoshop (am not an expert at it) 🙂 but nothing quite as thorough as what you’ve been doing with restoring old photos!

      I love seeing the reactions from my family when I share them on Facebook – sometimes you forget what you/they were like, or in some cases, I didn’t know what things were like as I wasn’t born yet.

      I suppose it is a bit of a love-hate relationship that twins can have with each other!

      1. Thanks for your kind words.Photoshop is all a matter of practice and figuring things out, as it is with everything.
        Just preparing myself for a photoshoot with twins. Having some fun ideas in my head for it …

  2. You remind me of a moment on the subway in Toronto, when I saw two women (otherwise different in every physical particular) wearing the same shoes. The white woman was wearing a black version of the shoes, and the black woman was wearing the white version.

  3. The negatives you found are gorgeous, and so is the twins photo you took years later (those red hats – amazing!). And I have “The Twins” in my book pile ready to be read sometime within the year. Your post here makes me put it to the top of the list!

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